on da top of mood

best glerr rnie...terase seronok menyound orang...cam sengal je pergai mamat 2....kebengangan ak...ye r..org dlm mood nk blaja tbe2 dia bising..kalu bising skit2 ak xkesah taw....nie bising memang lecture hall 2 hak dia pye..n memang dia sorg je kat si2..tahniah r....tahniah...congrates gler2...ak dh r not in mood...aleh2...org buat peragai..agak2 sakit ati x??las2 akhirnya ak melepaskan kegeraman ak...dengan selambe lut ye ak menyound orang belakang.."xley bising lg ke??!!!"..dgn sore yg agk kuat gk r sb org2 didepan memusingkn kepala mereka menghadap ak yg tengah muke kebengangan nie...n yg best ye..pas2 dorang diam..diam r gk dri b4..n td pn nyaris2 gdoh...dh siap men balas2..pkir xnk cri pasl je..alhamdulillah...xjd ap coz ak mls nk lyn..mkin dilyn..insyallah...kompem 1 dewan7 itu bakal menyaksikan ak mengamuk setelah sekian lama tak wat g2...=0

bila??

what happen 2 me????why lately nie ak asyik nak meletup??nak marah2??nak badmood2???dah lama ak xjadi cmnie..for quite long tyme...know why??because i'm hurt...my heart felt like wanted to blow out...exploded...why??because i can't stand it anymore...it is not bout i'm frustrated or what..once..i want dis person to be in my shoe...i want dia person to felt how we felt when be treated like that..treated like useless, being ignored, being like we're nothing..i really want dis person to felt it...not only me trough it..but a few of us...along dis...i just try to ignored it...i kept it shut...didn;t speak it out..but until when????!!!!!everyone knew who iam...how i am..what kind of person i am..i;m not a patience person...now..it had come to the top..FINE!!!i get it...just i hope..it didn't become worst..i don't wanted to get fighted with anybody...i don't want anybody felt awkward wit me....now..i just need somebody to be with me...to calm myself...i'm really hurt u know???aaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!i don't know to speak out dis thing to whom...i don't have anyone for me to share dis problem, dis feelings...i want somebody to lend their shoulder for me....arrgghhhh...i relly hate dis feeling..but i;m a human..that have feelings...so,,,what u expected???expected me to just keep quite????just sit down properly without do anything???i can do it..but then..i need someone to prevent me done anything wrong,crazy or bad...seriously...i really can't stand it anymore....i don't want to cry but how bout my heart??its hurt for a long time....pleaseee....;(

kenangan terindah

~kita ditakdir bersama riang gelak ketawa~

~tangan menggenggam mesra ~

~melangkah ceria~

~indahnya suasana ~

~terbayang di mata~

~senyummu seindah suria~

~hidup lebih bermakna~

~bila ilmu dikongsi bersama~

~ummpphhh..jelas terasa~

~ummpphhh..jelas terasa~

BIG QUESTION MARK?????????????????

" BOLEHKAH LELAKI DAN PEREMPUAN JADI KAWAN BAIK??"

actually..this question dah lame berlegar-legar, berpusing-pusing and jadi tersangkot dalam traffic jam plak dalam my mind...why soalan cepumas nie yg jadi pilihan hat??...very simple answer...because it is a question la...haha...xde r...bukan..dulu pernah r zaman muda mudi...tyme f5..pernah ada kawan keluar statement..."LELAKI AND PEREMPUAN X BOLEH JADI KAWAN BAIK.."...apakah???? it is true???dah ramai jadi mangsa kepada soalan yang sangat brilliant nie..biasalah..lahir dari seorang yang sangat "cerdik" kan..kuikuikui...*jgn tertipu lak korang*...

oklah...nie ad sedikit sharing r dari membe2 or mangsa2 yang diushakan ngan soalan yang sgt susah nie...

*tak adalah...it depends on niat...kalau niat nak kawan..kawan la...

*hish...saluye jadi macam 2 la..mana ada kawan laki n perempuan kekal...kalau tak sekarang...tua2 t..* tua2???ttteeeettttt*

*rasaye boleh je....ala..kawan je pun kan...pandai2 la handle perasaan masing2...

tue dia...hah!!ap lagi korang nak bgtaw??hahaha...sekarang nie...my turn to give opinions...

herm...macam mana nak terang erk...haha...sengal je..bukan nak terang biology ke fizik ke hapa kan...herm...for me...its depends....but i totally disagree with statement dat says boy n girl can't be a bestfriend..NO2....bantahan!!!!!*cm kat court r plak kan..huhu*....i had trough it myself..my bestfriend also had trough it..masing2 woryte je...xde plak nak men feeling2 nie..juz yang xbestye r kan..kalu ad je set2 kerengga yang mengganas,,,ad je nak sakitkan telinge...dok bising2...cuba korang yang set2 kerengga2 nie wat cool...sudah...nie nak gak wt angin sepoi2 bahase kat tepi telinge kami buat ap???actually...i knew why dis kerengga2 being like this...korang jealous kan??len kali..nak...cakap terang2...tak apa...kite leh setelkan..xperlulah sampai menyakitkan jantung dan hati kan....haha..2 dari my experience r...xpe la...the past..is past..let bygone be bygone...hahaha...ap2 pon..konklusi yang can i made is....."LELAKI DAN PEREMPUAN BOLEH JADI KAWAN BAIK@MEMBE KAMCING@SAHABAT@yang seumpama dengannya..penatlah nak tulis se2...tangan dah crame nie....dadaaaaaaa

kegilaan melanda

i don't know why i'm being like this now...dh lme kot diri nie xwt peragai plek2...haha...kesimpulanye seng...sbbye adalah kerana...tekanan perasaan...tekanan perasaan ke??bley blah r...lebih kurang r 2...thats why lately nie..peragai gaye cam orang terlebih hyperactive...g kelas pun kwn2 cakap.."napa muke bahagia sangat??"..n i'm thinking..why must they said like dat...APAKAH????...biol gak my brain dok pkir awatlaaa depa habaq lagu 2 kan...lagu apa yg jd plhn pn...den xtaw r..yg den taw...orang keliling cakap den ngah bahagia...wakakaka....xde maknaye...kepada kawan2 ku...jgn risau..kawan anda nie..sihat walafiat lagi...xde nak bahagia2 ye..juz ketensionan yang melampaui batas memandangkan i'm not stable lately nie....so...lupekan sume kesah2 yang diceritakan kepada hokme erk...delete tros from ur memory...tp..PERINGATAN!!!..jgn plak g hempuk kepala korang kat dinding...kang terus betul2 terdelete memory korang...i'm not responsible k???pas2 sian plak org sekeliling korang xkenal..termsuk r me....huhu...juz now i felt like i'm missing sumbody..SIAPAKAH????hahahaha..bia r ianya jd 1 persoalan yang xterjawab..n don't take it serius..t korang migaraine...koi xnk antar korang g klinik ke ap ye...sendri tanggung...dah 19 tahun kan???x reti2 nak survive??hahaha...sengal ye r rase...k r...cukup disnie luahan perasaaa..insyallah kte berjumpa dilain warkah...WAHHHHH!!!!sengal ye..huhu