Monday, January 31, 2011

ak dan mereka...sedetik kita..=)















setahun bersama mereka..ak suka sangat...even kira xsampai sejam pun..masih ad memori bersama mereka...macam2 perangai but still boleh adapt..kita sama2 menangis, ketawa, berjogging, bergosip...syukur sangat dapat housemate2 yg gempak2, sporting2 macam korang..terima kasih sebab faham kerjaya ak..cewah...hahaha...n memahami diri ini yang sangat sengal..kah3...ap2 pon..hope our frenship lost lasting....insyallah....=D

car crusher???


akhirnya....after setahun ak kempunan untuk membawa kete manual...alhamdulillah...merase juga ak bwk kete manual...yg xkusangka2...niat dihati pg 2..nak bawa kete ke KD...bia r ak drive..sekali tgok...manual...ak dh tercenggang...gila ap????nasib baik ad partner yang memang ske gler bawa manual kan..dia menyelamatkan keadaan...then ak terpaksa juga menguatkan diri untuk membawa menry bawa coz partner 2 xfollow ktorg blek palam...n nak dijadikan kesah..after 2 trial..ak tros bwk g jalan...TAKOT!!!!!!...bygkn r..jalan sibuk..seriuosly...sepanjg bwak g palam dekat 4 kali mati enjin tengah jalan..malu memg malu tp...terpaksa...dan2 sampai kat palam...kete mati..pulak dh...hadoi2....terpaksa call bro 2..seb bek bro 2 bek ati....dpt kete bru...manual gak...tp yg nie memang ak ske...hahaha...even ak bru asah skill pn...ok r...dari ari sabtu until ahad...terase lenguh kot bawa manual..dh r ri2 ak byk jd menteri pengangkutan..nasib badan r....

las 3 weeks kot...ak bawa kete..n mati tengah jalan gak..bayangkan ap perasaan ak???dh r bawa 3 nyawa lagi mse 2...alhamdulillah r selamat berhenti kat tepi..ak rase cam nak hempuk je mamat2 kat kedai makan kat tepi ak 2...sakit ati doe...bukan nak tolong ke apa...boleh tengok je...tu xtermasuk lagi set2 yang langsung xtaw nak wat apa..nasib baik r ak n kawan perempuan ak nie..masih mampu terfikir untuk bertindak...n alhamdulillah...akhirnya kete 2 hidup gak..dah 2 kali kete ak mati...sob3..i mean kete yg ak bawa...sampai ak dipanggil car crusher...patut kah???sedih....sobs3....xpe2..nanti akan ku buat lagi...hahaha

Friday, January 28, 2011

on da top of mood


best glerr rnie...terase seronok menyound orang...cam sengal je pergai mamat 2....kebengangan ak...ye r..org dlm mood nk blaja tbe2 dia bising..kalu bising skit2 ak xkesah taw....nie bising memang lecture hall 2 hak dia pye..n memang dia sorg je kat si2..tahniah r....tahniah...congrates gler2...ak dh r not in mood...aleh2...org buat peragai..agak2 sakit ati x??las2 akhirnya ak melepaskan kegeraman ak...dengan selambe lut ye ak menyound orang belakang.."xley bising lg ke??!!!"..dgn sore yg agk kuat gk r sb org2 didepan memusingkn kepala mereka menghadap ak yg tengah muke kebengangan nie...n yg best ye..pas2 dorang diam..diam r gk dri b4..n td pn nyaris2 gdoh...dh siap men balas2..pkir xnk cri pasl je..alhamdulillah...xjd ap coz ak mls nk lyn..mkin dilyn..insyallah...kompem 1 dewan7 itu bakal menyaksikan ak mengamuk setelah sekian lama tak wat g2...=0

Thursday, January 27, 2011

bila??


what happen 2 me????why lately nie ak asyik nak meletup??nak marah2??nak badmood2???dah lama ak xjadi cmnie..for quite long tyme...know why??because i'm hurt...my heart felt like wanted to blow out...exploded...why??because i can't stand it anymore...it is not bout i'm frustrated or what..once..i want dis person to be in my shoe...i want dia person to felt how we felt when be treated like that..treated like useless, being ignored, being like we're nothing..i really want dis person to felt it...not only me trough it..but a few of us...along dis...i just try to ignored it...i kept it shut...didn;t speak it out..but until when????!!!!!everyone knew who iam...how i am..what kind of person i am..i;m not a patience person...now..it had come to the top..FINE!!!i get it...just i hope..it didn't become worst..i don't wanted to get fighted with anybody...i don't want anybody felt awkward wit me....now..i just need somebody to be with me...to calm myself...i'm really hurt u know???aaaarrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!i don't know to speak out dis thing to whom...i don't have anyone for me to share dis problem, dis feelings...i want somebody to lend their shoulder for me....arrgghhhh...i relly hate dis feeling..but i;m a human..that have feelings...so,,,what u expected???expected me to just keep quite????just sit down properly without do anything???i can do it..but then..i need someone to prevent me done anything wrong,crazy or bad...seriously...i really can't stand it anymore....i don't want to cry but how bout my heart??its hurt for a long time....pleaseee....;(

kenangan terindah





~kita ditakdir bersama riang gelak ketawa~

~tangan menggenggam mesra ~
~melangkah ceria~
~indahnya suasana ~

~terbayang di mata~

~senyummu seindah suria~

~hidup lebih bermakna~

~bila ilmu dikongsi bersama~

~ummpphhh..jelas terasa~

~ummpphhh..jelas terasa~