start to like him

assalamualaikum n anyeong

hahaha...saje je nak mengedik...tiba2 terasa nak menaip kan...so, update blog r...lately nie aku quite rajin r mengupdate blog kan???? macam tiap2 ari pula aku rasa...hahaha..and tiap2 kali update blog tu...mesti tak lari kalau bukan pasal suju....harus and wajib ada gambar suju...biasalah my every each day diceriakan oleh suju oppadeul....ehehehe

aku boleh kata macam memang kalau boleh aku nak tahu semua pasal suju, tengok all their show semua r...so, boleh kata aku memang cari r each variety show yang ada suju....so, ada se variety show nie...Every1 idol army suju....not all involve...only super junior Happy je...suju H nie ada 6 orang je...leeteuk, yesung, eunhyuk, shindong and sungmin....lagu2 yang dorang bawak sume lagu yang agak cerialah....hahaha...disebabkan variety show nie r aku cam terattract plak kat yesung oppa...hahaha...

yesung oppa is super junior lead vocalist....suara dia memang sedap...lunak gitu....pada aku agak comellah dengan pipi dia yang chubby and dia nie agak 4D sikit r...maksudnya peragai pelik2...bila dah lama kenal suju nie...tahulah sikit2 peragai dorang kan...so, dalam idol army nie...ada a few episod yang aku cam wooowww ngan yesung oppa nie...tahu sebab apa????hahaaha....korang mesti pernah main untuk acara sukanekan yang compete lari guna tiga kaki...in pair and kaki korang diikat sepasang ngan member menjadikan korang yang suppose ada 4 kaki jadi 3 kaki je...so, dalam show nie pun ada...ada 2 ep....se ngan wonder girls se g ngn baby v.o.x....n se besen musik....dia dgn kara...

hahaha...dalam nie aku cam kagum r ngan yesung oppa sebab orang lain semua hold hands, pegang tangan bagai tapi dia tak pun...sampai mc pun tegur....so,ada gak r a few part dia pegang sebab nak menang semua tapi most of it macam dia hormat pasangan dia r....sweetlah tengokkan...tyme besen musik...mula2 mc suruh dorang try test dulu...tyme tu...yesung punya elak tak nak bersentuhan sampai dia terjatuh ke belakang....show, he really respect his partner....lagi se...dalam each game...dia paling tak galak, paling tak beria nak menang but in end of the game...dia menang lah......lucky gak r tapi sebenarnya suppose ada strategi r nak menang...aku start suka dia sebab nie and sebetulnya time dia bagi video massage to members yang accident tahun 2007....show he really care about their fellow members...how sweet....

i'll forget u

i really will forget you now

I will forget you. Starting today, I don’t know you. I have never seen you. We never even walked pass each other. I’m okay. I forgot everything.

I’m happy with my busy life.

I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time. Can’t even remember it, Oh.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will. Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later. It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today. I’m just getting used to my changed life.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time. Can’t even remember it. Yes~

I will erase everything. I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will. Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later. I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals… I will. I will. I will forget you.

i want to go away

hermmm....what a very mix feeling i had right now....i feel like my head was full with everything...not only problems...actually it is not a problem just i feel like something is wrong...maybe it just my feeling....just i feel like now...i just want to have my time...maybe to reflect myself back....or just want to go away...from anyone except my classmate now...how i want to go away from them since i had to attend class right...erm... why i been like this? arghh...this think really make my head hurt...not only head also my heart...i feel quite uneasy...aigooooo

i think i''m not in stable mood maybe or...am i was hurt? i just dont know...yahhhhhhh!!! i want to scream!!!!! want to let out all of this weird feeling go away...but even i scream it out...it will be same since i think i was overthink about something or i take something that not important to heart...thats why i being like this i think...just let time heal it...maybe it take short time or no time to recover from this hurt...hahhaha......

tears come together

assalamualaikum....

hehehe...saje nak menggedik bercerita lagi pasal of course r super junior kan...tak ada orang pun baca blog aku nie...lagipun blog aku kan...hahaha...okay this tyme entry...aku saja nak share sikit r kan...aku rasa kalau buka blog aku nie...mesti confirm r tahu suju sebab setiap pic dalam blog nie..tak adalah setiap but almost of it are suju right?jadi tak perlu r aku introduce who is suju is...

leeteuk

heechul

hangeng

suju nie dah 6 years in kpop entertainment....so, kira it is quite long time they being in group...start with 13 members, now only 9 members still active due for some problems...but they still suju...then, as we said it is a quite long time...and they were live together,they must know each other...if not knowing too much, a little was enough i think...and of course memang yalah dorang mengenali sesama sendiri...macam2 perkara dorang reveal pasal masing2 punya lifestyle, habit and other...it show their friendship and how they really take care each other...and aku rasa semua tahu kot tak semua kerja senang...eh tak ada kerja pun yang senang...so, suju, they work hard to gain their achievement like now...they push hard for their success...and mesti r ada kepahitan dalam kemanisan right???lagi2 mereka nie group nyanyian....dunia hiburan walaupun nampak senang tapi banyak kot benda2 yang jadi ia susah sebenarnya...haha..macam aku tahu je kan...tapi tu kenyataan kot....

yesung

kangin

shindong

so, aku kan fanatik suju....so, memang aku folow r all about thing pasal suju..not only my bias...but every each one of them...suka duka, tawa tangis dorang semua...kalau boleh aku nak tahu semua r..so, kadang2 bukak utube...mesti kalau tekan2 tu terjumpa video2 yang dicompilekan oleh fans or E.L.F jadi 1 video...and once, aku terjumpa video tentang their cry and hard moments...tengok dorang nangis pun...kot dengan aku2 syahdu sama...bergenang jugaklah airmata kan....kadang2 baca or dengar apa dorang cakap pun buat aku sensitif...almaklumlah...aku nie memang sensitip sikit orang ye erk...hahaha.....

sungmin

eunhyuk

donghae

syahdu kan tengok dorang nie bersedih...kalau orang tak ada perasaan memang r tapi aku nie pelik sikit...tyme orang syahdu2 aku kadang2 tak ada effect but tengok juga...tak adalah semua benda sedih aku tak ada effect...tengok keadaan...so, bila dengar dorang cerita pasal diri masing2...how they take care each other...aku rasa dorang nie r group paling terbaik sekali...dorang nie tunjuk je dorang punya friendship depan public pun...and dorang salu menjaga masing2..as example...once, ayh donghae pernah suruh leeteuk menjaga donghae sebab leeteuk kenal donghae lama...lagipun leeteuk leader...and after that, ayah donghae meninggal...and not only it affected to donghae but almost of them...once dalam 1 talkshow dorang cerita pasal ayah donghae...even dorang tahu apa lagu ayah donghae suka semua...it show how closed they r...walaupun tak semua mereka rapat sesama sendiri kecuali mungkin leeteuk kot yang masuk dengan semua sebab dia paling tua kan....tapi still menunjukkan they concern to their members...

siwon

ryewook

kibum

kyuhyun

and rasa yang paling sadis aku rasa is tyme kyuhyun accident selain dari hangeng keluar dari sm and kangin masuk army....waktu kyuhyun accident...aku cam terfeeling kot...bukan terfeeling apa...cume tersentuh sikit bila even dalam keadaan diri sendri cedara pun, eunhyuk, shindong berlari dapatkan maknae dorang waktu accident to...dorang lagi utamakan keselamatan member dorang daripada luka diri sendiri...waktu tu leeteuk ada sama tapi leeteuk pun agak parah jugalah...and teringat lagi betapa dorang sesama member mengharapkan kepulangan kyuhyun and aku terbaca 1 text dari yesung utk kyuhyun..aku tak ingat ayat penuh...cuma aku ingatlah dorang mengharapkan kepulangan kyuhyun ke dalam group and dorang tak kisahlah apa pun kyuhyun nak lakukan buat jahat ke apa ke...janji kyuhyun sembuh and balik aktif dengan mereka.....so, kat bawah nie adalah se video aku download kan...video yang dicompile for their tears and hard time...apa2 pun dorang memang tak malu nak tunjukkan perasaan dorang, perasaan terharu, sedih or gembira dorang...super junior fighting!!!!!

we're now far apart

just want to share my feeling right now...maybe i'm to sensitive or anything....just now, i feel a quite bit hurt actually...not totally hurt...arggghh..i don't know what to describe about it....erm,wae? it is only my feeling? maybe,...just now i feel like we are not like before...we become more far apart...even i feel like we're quite bit awkward with each other....it seem between of us....there were more secrets or more thing that we don't want to share with...not like before that we share all thing together...from problems to happy things...aigoooo

maybe because we're not keep touch each other often like before i think...just want to give that person time as that person were quite busy with the schedule....ermmmm....and i already try to get closed back,,,,but i think it only me...ermmm...let it be...maybe for a time being...it is da best...hope so