masalah

assalammualaikum...

MASALAH a.k.a PROBLEM...every human in this world have their own problems..love, work, relationship, friendship and other kind of problems..boleh dikatakan each thing in this world we can make it into problems..yes, not us that create problems..something other people make it hard for us...but yet, it still call as problems...

ada orang yang suka bercerita masalah dia kepada orang lain...but ada yang jenis suka senyap je, simpan sorang2 until meletup...and ada yang suka cerita pada parents or family, minta pendapat mereka yang lebih berumur maybe...but for me...bukan nak ketepikan keluarga or whatsoever but i more prefer hide my problems dari family...especially, bout life problems..melainkan problems tu melibatkan hal family, tu lain cerita...bukan ye apa but, i hate when i talk bout my problems, they keep on asking and sometime betah what i said...kita yang laluinya and we know that is the problems but they keep asking, keep pusing all my words until i exhausted to hear bout it...actually, i know they worried bout me..sebab tu i do not prefer to share my problems with them because even a small thing, they keep thinking about it and make it more bigger...
sometime, i hold it but until at 1 point, when it getting worst, it bursted and at that time...i can be more violent...but sometime, i shared it with people that i trust...my friends...talk about friend...doesn't mean you lived with them in same house, same room, they know you well...don't expect they know when you have problems...i experienced it myself...and the best thing is, my friend that i doesn't lived together even doesn't meet everyday, they noticed it first...can u see it???and from what i had go through, now i realize...i should just care bout myself and person that really know what friendship mean....

try to find someone that u really fit or suit to be with...not mean u have to be together all the time...just enough to know that they are care about you and make you happy when you were together, in sha Allah, they are the good friend...and i think, i had to look back to what i had done before...maybe there are a few things that i doesn't realize that might make a few people hurt or something...we are not perfect...nobody in this world are perfect...so, if you had problems, just share with people that you trusted and had fun to forget bout those nonsense thing just like i do...hehehe