tears on my birthday

assalammualaikum and anyonghaseyo

yiarghhh....just about 3 hours and 50 minutes ago....i already 19....wah....next year....the number will change...no more 1 infront but replace by 2....yearghhhh....it seem like i grown up right????hahahaha....alhamdulillah....dah 19 tahun aku hidup di muka bumi yang ciptaan yang Maha Esa....

my entri dis tyme it sound like " it is something happen?"..."why tears on birthday?? it should smile happily,"....well...i'm happy...absolutely happy....tears that just come down from my eyes it a very touching tears....i get a very nice gift from my bff....it is only a video but....it was absolutely a very awesome and great gift...the contents really make me burst to tears....yiarggghhhh...really thanks to my bff for her best gift....well, get a gift from someone that really meant to you, that really close to you, that really understand you....it is a great gift right???wahhh....i'm really happy actually...just the tears is a touching tears becoz of the meaningful video...hahahaha

well...i'm getting more older....so...i think i'll need to change right????but...it is not the time yet...just....i think...it is better if i can change slowly....step by step is better than a huge change but at last...it is nothing...well...sweet 19 for myself...i really thanks to my friends and family for their wish...hope we will be more better in future...insyallah....

pahang vs johor

.....assalamualaikum and konichiwa.....

actually aku tak da idea nak type or nak buat entry baru...so, dok r cek gambar yang aku sumbat dalam laptop kesayangan aku nie...ternampak pula folder family kan...so, terdatang r idea...even idea tak best pun...but still nak share jugak r ngan korang...so, kalau korang intai gambar kat bawah nie...aku ada letak pics family belah abah and ibu aku...so, dapat tengok tak betapa bezanya kedua-dua family nie...and berapa ramai ye sanak sedare aku yang aku perlu ingat????kalau korang jadi aku...korang boleh ingat ke?????aku rasa boleh r kot tapi aku tak berapa r...ingat muka je...nama...aigooo~~~....mintak ampun awal2 r mana yang aku tak ingat tu....=D

family raub (xcept my abah is not in pic)

set2 cucu family raub (i'm 2nd based on age)

big family johor (xtaw bpe ramai yg xde yg pasti ramai xde nie)

set2 cicit, piut family johor (aku cucu so, xinclude r)

so, korang dah tengok r kan family aku????aku selalu tanya member2 aku...dorang rapat dengan yang belah mana....aku baik dengan family side abah aku....reason dia...are sebab kitorang jarak umur tak jauh, selalu jumpa, memang baik dari kecik and boleh kata sekepala jugak r....paling tua cucu family side ayah aku is 20....setahun je pun beza dengan aku...tapi..aku respect gila r along aku nie....bijak sangat....sekarang nie dia tengah sambung study kat india...3 tahun sambung after 2 years twinning kat malaysia...nanti balik sambung praktikal kat sini pula...raya nie jumpa r....excited dia book tiket nak balik..ayah aku first....bawah dia ada lagi 3 orang adik beradik....even ayah aku first pun...aku bukan r cucu 1st...aku 2nd...then adik aku and adik sepupu aku, angah sama umur...beza umur 6 bulan...adik aku kira tempat 4th r...yang lain semua dah sekolah...paling kecik pun dalam d4 kot....

family side ibu aku...ramai sangat...dah siap cicit dah pun...piut pun kot...ibu aku anak last dari 7 siblings...majoriti anak2 kakak2 and abang mak aku semua dah kahwin...tinggal r aku and berapa kerat lagi yang tak naik pelamin lagi...tapi kitorang semua dah agak besar r...dah cukup umur r senang cerita...masalahnye sedare2 aku ( yang mana set2 cucu juga r) tak semua aku ingat kot...sebab ramai doe...bayangkan r...maklong aku ada 2 anak ( sama ngan kes mak aku r)...yang kedua....berapa erk....5 kot....yang ketiga pun 5 kot...yang keempat...5 ke 6 orang anak camtu r...yang kelima...9 orang anak....yang keenam pun ada 9 orang anak...turn ibu aku....kitorang dua beradik je...tak ke gila namanya tu...ramai nak gila...yang belah johor tak ada r aku kacip sangat sebab jarang sangat jumpa...nak kata setahun sekali pun...macam tak logik gak r....susah r setahun sekali tu....disebabkan aku tak suka budak2....so, ngan set2 cicit memang aku tak berapa baik r except yang mana dah besor sikit yang tak nangis, tak nakal sangat tu...yang tu aku kenal r jugak....yang lain...minta maap ye...bukan setakat nama aku tak ingat...anak siapa pun aku tak tahu....ngeeee~~~~

make up???aigooo~~~

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM & HELLO HELLO

ermmm...aigooo~~~~~....makeup....nowadays....majority girl yang 18 and above...dah start makeup, dah pandai makeup bagai....paling basic pun...kalau nak kuar umah 2...wajib pakai compact powder r paling kurg pun....paling kurg tu...kalau kepada yang mana memang jenis pakai makeup...memang kompem basic dorang mesti compact, eyeliner, blusher, and lip ice or gloss...adehhh....

nampak tak gambar yang atas tu...kenal tak budak yang makeup ketara gila tu...adeh...tak perlu aku jawab r...korang mesti dah tahu kan...well...cantik tak???? thats the reason why i dislike makeup....nak cakap hate...tak jugak r...tapi nak pakai lebih2 gitu....urm...memang mintak maap takkan sesekali r....hahaha....korang tahu tak???disebabkan makeup gila camnie r...dah r tyme birthday aku....teruk aku kena gelak tahu????memang teruk budak2 yang gelak ke aku...aku belasah.....geram punya pasal....cantik r sangat kononye...arhhhhh...streeessssss

now, memang tak pakai makeup ke apa...compact pun tak...dulu pakai r gak....pastu rasa cam berat je....stop balik....hahaha.... dah r kena warning nie...ada someone nak make sure aku ada sume basic punya makeup...jangan risau...semua dah ada....ibu aku sedekahkan ke aku...dulu kononye nak pakai sangat....baru terasa seksa memakai makeup nie...hahaha....tapi aku simpan wat collection je r....memang tak r nak pakai....tak reti pun...mana r dorang nie belajor pakai erk...cewahhh..tanya konon.....kalau dah nak...boleh je...tapi tak sampai seru lagi...masih FOBIA lagi...ada nama khusus tak untuk fobia pakai makeup nie???hahaha

btw guys...tak berat ke korang pakai makeup tu??? yang mana yang pakai cukup semua tu...aku pakai compact powder pun...alahai....rasa cam muka aku nie kena bawa beban je...tu juz my feeling je coz i had such horrible memory about makeup before...as i said...bukan r hate juz masih in progress lagi r nak pakai...tunggu r dapat seru t k....wait for it....=D

fair skin

assalamualaikum n konichiwa.....

ermmmm...sebetulnya r...aku tak ada idea nak mengupdate blog...bese r...otak aku tengah penuh dengan saat2 bahagia couple2 dalam wgm @ we get married....nie pasal apa r pula kan..actually nie variety show korea pasal artis2 dorang yang dikenenkan @ dijodohkan @ dikahwinkan secara palsunya....hahaha...aku penah cerita pasal benda alah nie before nie...siapa yang tak tahu, kalau ada masa lebih pergi r jenguk entri aku yang lain...insyallah...mesti korang jumpa....kalau tak...tak pe r...tak ada jodohlah tu....hahahaha

entri dis tyme aku nak citer pasal fair skin @ kulit cerah....nie tertimbul idea tyme balik dari erobik petang tadi...jangan main2...i erobik sekarang okay????hahahaha....okay lupakan soal erobik jom kita masuk ke bab yang seterusnya....

aku nie tyme kecik2 dulu boleh r kata cerah and majoriti cakap aku ada kacuk cina sebab mata aku sepet....huahuahua...mula2 tak boleh terima doe orang kata mata aku sepet tapi bila makin besor nie...bangga r pula mata aku kecik @ sepet....hahaha....even tak kacuk pun sebenarnya tapi ini anugerah yang Allah s.w.t bagi....alhamdulillah r....bukannya mata aku sepet mean aku nampak sume benda kecik je or tak pun separuh ke apa...stilll nampak cam korang2 yang mata besor2 tu.....tiba2 citer pasal mata...adoila aku nie....okay2...balik kepada tajuk asal....

aku dulu boleh dikatakan cerah juga r sampai aku darjah 4...start darjah 4 sampai aku form 5.....kulit aku dah turn slowly jadi gelap sikit....waktu primary school boleh kata gelap gak r sebab start darjah 4 aku dah start involve in sports....bila dah start involve in sport....paham2 r...dok bejemur bawah terik cam ikan masin kena jemur....kata pun practise make perfect....

then, nek secondary school....form 1 tak terlibat ngan sukan lagi...start form 2....main hoki...memang kulit aku yang baru nak balik kepada asal tu....tukar jadi gelap balik r....latih tak kira waktu...tak kira panas ke terik ke....disebabkan desire team hoki nie kuat....so, each year memang parak gila latih...paling aku ingat form 3,4 kot....berlatih ngan cikgu pj, cikgu fizon...serius terseksa jiwa dan batin....tapi, bila pikir2 balik...dari latihan dia tu r kitorang gain our stamina....terima kasih cikgu fizon....=).....

latih punya latih sampai tak perasan kulit dah tak ada warna cerah but still tak gelap gelita lagi r....then, nek form 4,...terpilih pula main woodball...first tyme main nie...lebih kurang main golf gitu r....hahaha...tournament tengah2 panas....balik2 sekolah..tyme prep...lalu depan kelas....baru kitorang set2 budak woodball nie perasan muka kitorang cam udang kena bakar....serius....merah gila...padahal dah berapa jam dah tu...and nak tahu tak??it take lebih kurang 1 WEEK to back to normal...fuiyoo....hahaha

" liyana, ko dah gelap r sekarang,"

" asal aku rasa ada orang tu gelap gila erk sekarang?"

kejam tak ayat dorang???punya r tak memberi support ye...ada ke dikutuknya....so, jawapan aku bila dorang cakap cam nie..

" tak payah cakap...aku tahu aku dah gelap...terima kasih banyak2 sebab bagitahu,"

muka aku tyme cakap ginie memang muka tak puas hati r...dan2 jadi bahan gelak...tapi nampak r dorang concern kan ke aku????hahaha.....poyo jap....

so, now...after school...memang dah tak terlibat dengan aktiviti padang r....so, terasa r kulit aku dah semakin back to basic...hahaha....tapi kan...aku sebenarnya bangga kulit aku gelap sebab sukan...sebab nampak r sikit aktif dari tak buat apa2...betul tak???hahaha...tapi now, kulit aku dah cerah balik....happy r jugak sebab dah dapat kulit asal...wah....macam apa je....hahaha...daaaa2

already decide

assalammualaikum and salam sejahtera to all bloggers....

terlebih dahulu saya ingin mengucapkan....arghhhh....gedik2....okay2...kter tukar style...aku dah tak nak dah speech2 nie...taubat weyh...cukup r mase kecik2 dulu tunjuk bakat...dah besor2 nie....dah mula malu + malas nk tayang....ttteeeetttt....hahahhahaha

before this....aku ada cakap aku dalam dilema whether want to forget da past and start a friendship or not...so, this time....i make up my mind....each of us made mistakes....no one that 100% perfect without any mistake in their life...so, aku decide, buka buku baru....masing2 dulu ada ego...especially me....gila tinggi ego aku kot without i realise...now, i already realise it...so, nak change r....insyallah....so, skang kire dah buleh dipanggil kawan balik r kot...tapi...still ad awkward...ye r...dekat 2 tahun bertegang leher, muka..boleh digunakan petua untuk awet muda nie....hahahaha....so, insyallah....moge2 tuhan permudahkan perjalanan persahabatan kami....so, friend...hope this time we can be as before...amin....

dilemma

assalammualaikum, salam sejahtera and anyonghaseyo....=D

wahhhh....sian blog aku.,...dah berkepuk, berhabuk, bersawang dah...lama dah tak diupdate,,,bese r...malas punya pasal.....so, rnie aku terajin sikit r....

actually,,,,i'm in dilemma.....between my hurt, my feeling and my ego...there is something happen past 2 years...something that i can classify it as bad and horrible...because of something...a friendship that was build for 5 years...smash into pieces....hurrmmmm....i did know what happen actually...whose fault or whatever...but what i know...i'm getting annoyed and mad....it drive me to hate that person....but i don't think that i really hate, it just the angry feeling...and feel being betrayed...yesss!!!! betrayed....it really make me frustrated....along this,,,,i think that person was my besfren since we help each other a lot...especially in problem....but suddenly...arhhhhhh....i really don't expected about it....i'm hurt and feel being betrayed but a person that i trusted....i was like being stabbed back with a sharp knife....it really drive me to make barrier and without i realize it like being a bad feeling as i keep it as problem....but....i'm a person that get mad easily but cool quickly too...juz i dont want to bother that person since i think that person want to have goodtime with what it had done..

it was about 2 years ago...even that person try to build our friendship again...but when the chances come...it had be spoiled by other case....again it make me mad and make me don't want to keep on that friendship...now, once again that person come and said sorry about what had it done and realize it....i'm still don't give the answer but i give that person question...i want the truth,,,,and now...i still thinking about it...it will be okay if i juz forget what that person had done and back to where we had been before or it is better if i keep like this????i'm really stuck right now.....=(.....coz that person had used to be one that i really close