





i really will forget you now
I will forget you. Starting today, I don’t know you. I have never seen you. We never even walked pass each other. I’m okay. I forgot everything.
I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too.
Love is always like this. It fades away after some time. Can’t even remember it, Oh.
When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will. Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later. It will forget. I will too.
It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today. I’m just getting used to my changed life.
Love is always like this. It fades away after some time. Can’t even remember it. Yes~
I will erase everything. I definitely will.
When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will. Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later. I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals… I will. I will. I will forget you.
hermmm....what a very mix feeling i had right now....i feel like my head was full with everything...not only problems...actually it is not a problem just i feel like something is wrong...maybe it just my feeling....just i feel like now...i just want to have my time...maybe to reflect myself back....or just want to go away...from anyone except my classmate now...how i want to go away from them since i had to attend class right...erm... why i been like this? arghh...this think really make my head hurt...not only head also my heart...i feel quite uneasy...aigooooo
i think i''m not in stable mood maybe or...am i was hurt? i just dont know...yahhhhhhh!!! i want to scream!!!!! want to let out all of this weird feeling go away...but even i scream it out...it will be same since i think i was overthink about something or i take something that not important to heart...thats why i being like this i think...just let time heal it...maybe it take short time or no time to recover from this hurt...hahhaha......







just want to share my feeling right now...maybe i'm to sensitive or anything....just now, i feel a quite bit hurt actually...not totally hurt...arggghh..i don't know what to describe about it....erm,wae? it is only my feeling? maybe,...just now i feel like we are not like before...we become more far apart...even i feel like we're quite bit awkward with each other....it seem between of us....there were more secrets or more thing that we don't want to share with...not like before that we share all thing together...from problems to happy things...aigoooo










aku salu tengok juga orang2 nie...okay fine...first thing i want to know is him or her smoke or not...not because i dont want to be friend with them just, in case...aku kawan je dengan para smoker nie tapi once aku tahu dia smoke...even before nie aku envy dia ke apa..automatic it turns down...dari aku kagum...jadi aku macam...huuuuhhh...gitulah...tak tahu perkataan apa da best nak describe....so, for me...its show ur personality right????bukannya smoker nie jahat2...tapi just...entahlah...just pada aku...smoke dari rokok tu yang aku tak sukanya....buat aku sesak nafas....lagipun....it killed right??tak sanggup aku tengok kesan2 dari merokok nie...kot sadis sangat....apa effect dia???well...biasalah sakit jantung, kanser bagai tu...alah korang lagi tahulah.....even aku rasa semua orang can think r effect smoking nie....so, katakan TAK NAK kepada rokok!!!!!!!



bila ada dekat rumah nie...nak upload gambar laju sikit...tu macam banyak je gambar sekali upload tu....so, this tyme entry...aku nak cerita what happen to me last night...tak adalah night mana pun...dah morning pun...dekat pukul 2, 3 pagi gitu r....so, apa alkisahye kali nie??tapi yang pasti still under kpop disease r...ahahaha....
so, dalam strong heart...beside dorang punya mc...kang hodong and lee seung gi, dorang ada lagi 3 permenant assistant....leetuek, eunhyuk and shindong super junior..dorang bertiga nie handle bahagian TEUKIGAYO...lebih kurang macam pameran2 or apa nak panggil ye...senang cerita ruanglah...dulu boom tapi after boom masuk army, leeteuk ganti...so, aku tahu ada 1 episod nie ada kakak kepada leetuek, park in young involve...as one of the guest...mula2 aku tak ambil port sangatlah tapi lepas tu kawan aku cakaplah memang gamat gila studio disebabkan noona(kakak) leeteuk nie....and dan2 plak aku tengah2 usha youtube semalam, terjumpalah pula cut part from noona leeteuk...so, aku tengoklah....and....disebabkan aku fikir it was midnyte and aku sorang je yang masih hidup, aku tahan jugalah gelak aku...kalau tak insyallah bukan setakat 1 rumah aku bangun...dengan jiran2 keliling 40 perimeter rumah aku bangun kot....
memang tak gilalah kalau aku tak gelak...seriuslah kelakar nak gila...even tak ada subs pun...i almost died from laughing....adehhh...part yang wat aku senak perut + perut aku nak pecah is part kakak leeteuk menari...menari sorang2 pun dah wat aku senak perut sebab menahan gelak...bila dia dah bergabung dengn jokwon 2am....memang aku semput minta nyawa....hahahahaha....aku yang tengok pun dapat rasakan malu yang ditanggung oleh leeteuk...sampaikan mc pun dah tak duduk kat tempat dorang...berlari ke leeteuk sebab nak gelak gila2 punya pasal.....eunyuk and kang hodong nak duduk belakang kerusi dulu sebab tak sanggup nak tengok tapi still glaring jugalah ke park in young...lee seung gi aku pening tengok dia...tak senang duduk gaya...kejap ke sana, kejap ke sini sambil gila over2...leeteuk pula...lagi sedih....dah lepas duk peluk and sorok belakang eunhyuk, duk sorok belakang shindong....last2 tempat terakhir is terduduk belakang kerusi....serius memang senak perut tengok....memang nampak gila r leeteuk malu dengan apa jadi but memang akak leeteuk terbaik r...haha...sama2 kelakar like dongsaeng (adik) dia...hahaha...and thanks to them, semalam, aku buat exercise perut tanpa perlu berpeluh bagai....tu je...so, korang pergilah cari part tu kalau agak2 stress..serius boleh wat hilang stresss....hahaha
hahaaha...mood terasa nak update blog...actually not r mood tapi terada idea r pula kan...huhu...so, sikit pengenalan r pasal entry aku this time..privacy...or privasi...or dalam definisinya is like secret atau pun apa lagi erk...ermmm, can it be like a something that we don't want people to know about it...pada aku more to secret r senang cerita...tak ada orang nak secret dia orang lain tahu kan???except yang mana yang terasa boleh dishare tuu, lain cerita r.....okay move on to the main...
actually, this time entry pasal privacy nie, i just want to story....not story but to what i want to call it erk...hah!!!!to talk about...when we talk about privacy..it is something that we don't want other people to know or people respect it...like our secret....right????so, to other people...when if someone said it is secret or it is their privacy...just try to appreciate it...sometime...not all thing that people want to share it even with their trusted person or friend...even with their bestfriend...for me, it is not because they did not trusted you but maybe it is something that they think it will be shame for them to share it or they think, maybe it should not be share with other enough themselves to know it...it just my opinion and i think, we should respect it....
when i came to think about it again...yes, maybe it will a bit broken heart as to know someone you think as your closest one hiding something from you...but think again...it is their privacy...not all thing can be share...maybe later on, i will do the same..maybe right?who know?? i learn from mistake...once, because my behave that i really want to know bout my friend, we accidently had an small fight...and i don't want to make it happen again....just want them to know that their friend is always there to hear their problem or other....if they like to keep it themselves, just let it be...as long as it did not harm themselves or their feeling...hahaha
assalammualaikum and salam sejahtera la erk...