my besties

assalammualaikummmm.....

juz suddenly feel really missing my besties ever....actually before this...i had a few of best friends but in the end...it end up with the same friends...it show right who is the truly best friends....ehehe....even before this...i had a friends that i think we quite closed, sharing problems, memories together...but in the end...that person choose a n

ew friend as the best friend...and that person confess it in front of me..and i was like...WAAAHHHH...really feel bad as i think we can be still be best friend after we get along for a time being but....i think it was not enough...even for years it doesnt mean we're really know each other, trust each other well....people get easily forget the old one and start to like the new one but in the end...the one that they asked for help, search to cry on...always the old one....but for me...once i was heartbroken...sorry...it so difficult for meto get on back...it was your decision....even it was like i still be easy with you actually...it is not...i treat you not like before but juz someone that i think i pity for....sorry to say

that but it was the reality....

for me all these three are my bestie forever...really hope our friendship will long lasting...firstly...my childhood friend since i was 4....we went to the same nursery for 3 years if i'm not mistaken...too bad there was no pic that time.....then, my parent and her father work at the same school...if i'm not mistaken since before we're born to this world.....wooowww...it was awesome right???hahaha....then, we separated for some current time until she transfer to my school...even we're not seem to close but actually we are...we like to play together...then, when we were in secondary school, we're separated as i was in other boarding school...so do she...we only met when holiday...and of course...we must met each holiday...we share thoughts, problems, feeling..hehe...and others....but seriously...she was the best listener....thanks to her that willing to hear all my stories from important stories to the very comman stories....hehee...even now we're in different university...it does'nt mean we did not contact each other....it was quite long time since we met....really miss her....owh i forgot...her name is zati...juz a nickname it was enough i think...hahaha....

the next one is my bestfriend in my secondary school....actually...for first...i was quite shy to be beside her since she was really pretty and quite popular among us...even among the teachers too....but, she was very open....i get along with her comfortably....when we're in form 1...our class teacher separate our sit in class according to our rank in test...and that time...fortunately i do well in my test...and i was placed with other 4 best students in our class...hahaha...when think about it again...seriously it was really a fortunate....from there, we start to get along well....her name is aisyah....actually she helped me a lot...especially in my studies and...she the one that actually turn back me from a naughty girl to become much better when i was in form 3...in form 2...even we still closed but i was quite naughty...like to break the rule and others...but then, in form 3...i think it is because i feel embarrassed with her since even i do something bad...she still treat me well....even i'm not totally change to be the good one...but it still have the change....so, in form 4 we're in same class again and it make us more closer than before....we share our thoughts, problems, feeling, happiness....even we really help each other in studies...she always remind me..."yana...study....study...don't just play around"...like a mother....hahahaha...but it was good...even sometime i'm not listening because i like to play more...hehe....

another my bestie is fadzrin....she was pretty same like aisyah...both of them were really popular back to our school time....even i remember...i get 3 hari raya cards from 3 boys that was from each form 3 classes to give to her....i was like...."yahhh....who want me to send a card..juz give me...i already sign contract to be a postwomen"....hahaha....three of us was quite closed...even i think fadzrin more closer to aisyah....but we still closed...then, we get into same foundation in uitm...each time i was with fadzrin...seriously we laugh a lot....it same happen to aisyah and zati....but i like the way fadzrin's speaking...it was unique...until sometime...i imitate her....hahaa....and now...we contact each other often...since we share our secrets, stories too...hehe...and one thing...i really like to watch her when she was in panic...hehehe...she can turn to be a funny girl at same time...hehe...and ah...i know her since we're in same class in secondary school for two years...but since because we live in hostel...no matter in same class or not...we get to met often...

and there is the last one...i don't have his picture..even we juz knew for 2 years...but he really be a good friend to me...and like others...we can share thoughts..even secrets...juz i think he was the open person even...he be a best listener....thank to him.....even once....as i was totally lost and down...he helped me with a very best motivation....it will be quite weird to write about him here...but still he is one of my besties right??so, still there is no wrong to talk about him....

friends....juz hope our friendship will be long lasting until ever...even until each of us had our own life....but still...hope our memories, our friendship will not die due to the time....no promise but just let this thought to be in our heart okay????hahaha...suddenly feel like want to cry....hahaha....love you all friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeahhhhh.....